Why it is hard for me to forget...

I often associate events with people. I always preserve memories of events, places and among those, the people I was with. For me, being with someone-family, friends and loved ones gives me the feeling that I am not alone... and that doing things or going places are more enjoyable.

I always take pictures, sing songs and always reminisce these happy moments. But problems arise when my connections to these people get severed.

It may be easy for me to forgive... but never easy to forget. I always feel bitter reminiscing even the happiest of the moments that I used to spend with them. Sad songs double or even triple their intensity when I listen to them. Maybe it is not good to associate people with memories. Once you become indifferent to that person, all the memories associated to him or her get spoiled as well. That what makes me feel depressed-more depressed than ending the association itself.

From now on I will try to be alone. Give myself time to appreciate myself and to create new memories to replace the old ones.